Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh

So crazy is this thing we call love
And now that we've got it we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water
And I

I'm overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up
I can't swim on my own
It's too much
Feels like I'm drowning (ohh)
Without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My lifesaver

Oh
It's supposed to be some give and take I know
But you're only taking and not giving anymore
So what do I do
Cause I still love you
And you're the only one who can save me

Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh

I'm overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up
I can't swim on my own
It's too much
Feels like I'm drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me

My lifesaver
(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)
Lifesaver oh
My lifesaver

Time does not change us, it just unfold us. Our story has three main parts, a beginning, a middle, and an end. And although this is all the way all stories unfold, i still cant accept the fact that ours didnt go on forever. Loving you has never been the problem. What’s troubling me is how loving you may never be enough. I choose ego and not fight for you, its because you didnt fight for me first. But theres no use if i keep you on hold if you are the one who wants to leave. Words are just words, you liar. I'm fcuking lost with you leaving me. I need a change, but please, i want a change with you by my side. But hey, you said, you love me before you left, shahrizan. Baby, please dont go ~ Im yearning for your hugs and kisses so badly.

P/s: I dont want to get you out of my head, as I am still holding on to every word you ever said.

DEAR BABYGIRL .
i know in the PAST ive been FOOLING AROUND .
but this time round . im really putting effort . if only you notice . i tried sacrificing.
tried to understanding . trying everything to please . ive even made a PROMISE TO MYSELF .
that i will only LOVES YOU . i even DREAMT bout marrying you . SIGH ,

promise me this please . lets go thru thick and thin together . forget all the past . build a new start TOGETHER . never forgets that I WILL ALWAYS LOVES YOU AND ONLY YOU . never FORGETS ABOUT LOVING ME ALRIGHT ?
SHAHRIZAN BIN OSMAN SAYANG SITI NUR FATIN SYAMIMI .

Eeeeee ! Looks down , ade orang tatawu malu asal boleh masuk hacked blogger saye :P hahaha . Mintak kene rembat siaa . Tau aje password -.-' psft. Anw , i really had a blast for my "16th" birthday this year , and it goes to my past years too . Thanks to ALL . But still , ergh ~ Ahh Nehmind , its just a birthday not a big deal though . Hell with it . Come find me , when you think you need me . I'm sincere like always .

I hate how we never got a chance to see what could've been. I hate how i know i am not over you and how i pretend to be. But still, Knowing that you're hurt by your complicated relationship, i am always there to pick you up and always giving you chance to win me over and over again . I know i should let you go . I just can't yet . Kbye .

hey GUYS . shocking kan ? haha i know . especially to the owner of this blog .

BABYGIRL . i testtest sekali dapat masok sey . haha . siesie jek . haha .

dah masok abey tak kan tak tau . kacau sikit la . haha . ok teeet .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG .

just wanna tell you I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU AITE .

nothig much to say . PRESENT WILL BE COMING IN 1 OR 2 WEEKS time kae .

we use PAJAMAS sleep together . haha . CUTE kan ? kankankan .

kaylah . off to sleep . dari tadi nk sleep tapi tak boleh .

tak marah kan i transpass your blog . haha .

SORRY ? kaekaekae .

i love you .

And I know , you never meant to make me feel this way ..

Eh hi , some people are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into your wounds to discover where your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin. It is never too late to be what you might have been. Kbye.

You love someone, you open yourself up to suffering, that’s the sad truth. Maybe they’ll break your heart, maybe you’ll break their heart and never be able to look at yourself in the same way. Those are the risks. That’s the burden.

Its a good thing once in a while you take a break from everything and keep yourself problems free even if it last for just a moment. Everyone has their weak spot. The one thing that, despite your best efforts, will always bring you to your knees, regardless of how strong you are otherwise. okehh bye.

Eh hi , i decided to edit this post because i kinda think this post was superb long previously. To whoever that didnt have the chance to read, im sorry :) Anyways , its all about Me and Him . Missed. I love you still and i love my girlfriend too. Imma confused gay now and i know i am selfish. Kbye.

Eh hi !

Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outstrike dislike.
And yahh , i neglect both my tumblr and blogger because i have my own secret diary in my iphone (: Things not going smoothly eversince .... Confusion , Anger , Everything starts to play around all the time. I'll just go with the flow. And ohh, i'll drop by anytime again hahahaha !

Okehh bye .

" We procrastinate when we've forgotten who we are " ,