I'll keep on pretending , pretending and pretending . I'll let myself look happy , happy with a secret . Be it . Its better to be unhappy alone . &&& Ohh , i don't know what to blog now . I'm at my lowest currently . Its raining currently and i felt like the sky is pouring as much as i wanted to cry . Thanks for the truth . Only if you know i'm hurt eventhough i gave a decent cheerful respond .

Sorry for the lack of update . I've been updating in my tumblr . I feel safe there . Happy finding . bye .