After all, we're only human. Always fighting what we're feeling, get hurt instead of healing. I am not here either to blame anybody or myself. Humans have feelings that can't be avoided. I will appreciate if you tell me things honestly rather than i get to know things by myself. I know your intention was good. End.

I am still trying to take things easy here. The 'old problem' has yet to be settled. Much sacrifices needed. My level of patience is not as high as before. I am in a total stress condition. I get depressed easily, I get too sensitive, I breakdown easily too nowadays. I swear. Ohh god, bring me happiness soon. Amin.