I never know what to say to you when you asked me what's wrong. How can i tell you that you're all i want, and knowing that i can't bear looking at her being around you tears me apart. Am i wrong to feel this way ? Am i wrong if i am full with insecurities ? Sometimes i've tried not to care in a way for me not to get hurt. But i failed ? Its just so hard.

Do you know, what was i thinking most of my time ? i was thinking that we are not even together and yet your every action and words is causing such a big impact on my emotions. Even worst, you're becoming even a bigger part in me. My fault ? :\

For sweetest bbyg, i am not leaving you, no intention of me leaving you, i want to be there, its just that i need to give me some space because i am tired of shedding my tears every time i see you with your condition. I may have laugh and smile together but its hurts somehow when actually i felt sorry and all i want to say is sorry. I am not as strong as you can see. I am having war with my own thoughts and feelings.

im done. byyyyyyyyyyyyyyes !