I dont know whether i am getting better. But i assure that i am super down. Total disappointed with things that happened recently. I am becoming an INDOCILE person. I continue being a junkie, get high and shits. Health got worst but still i go PUNKROCK and neglect it. Ohh dearest mimie please say no to that attitude Please ! :'( Someone tell me that you care can ? ily. Ohh G, am totally disconcerted.

You said if i need someone to talk to, you'll be there. You said if im down, you'll be there. blahblahblah so much of "you'll be there" &&& where are you now ? SO much of giving me hopes giving me advices and stuffs. Thankyou. Maybe you didnt realize it but that's the fact alright. I know you're having problems but what's your silent motive ? tsk idk lahh i hope you're doing fine and i want you to know that i am not fine. I need someone only if you care, i company myself by doing stupid shits after your silent. :'(

lastly, hopefully that cheeky DW wont be attched to my place again *crossfinger* Go away lahh Can't he see that im avoiding him, so obvious siaa haiyo ! Open your eyes bigbig lah you FCKING YP MATREP ahh kann, alright enough already byyyyyyes !