♥Sitinurfatinsyamimi♥

irreplaceable ♥

Bby, tell me that we are still strong. Tell me that we are still together. Tell me that you still need me as much as i need you. Tell me that you still love me as much as i love you. Tell me that you miss me as much as i miss you. Tell me I'm not making mistake. Tell me that you're worth the wait. Tell me you're worth the patience. And that you're not going to leave me. Make me believe that i am making the right decision by still holding on. Show me that you're going to be around to catch me when i fall even if its I M P O S S I B L E.

When we first met, I didn't want to get involved with anyone which includes you. I didn't have the time or energy, i wasn't sure that i was ready for it as i have someone in mind that i could hardly forget. But you were so good to me and i got swept up in that. Little by little, day by day, i found myself falling in love with you with the biggest fear are you really up to be with me, still you convinced me with the sweet talks.

You know what i love the most about us? I love how comfortable we're with each other. I love how we can endlessly crack on each other but never take teasing to heart. I love how when i walk away trying to avoid you when we're fighting, you try to stay mad but always ended up running after me. I love you and everything about you. The looks in your eyes, the kisses, the smiles, those dimples, how we can stay up all night talking rubbish. I love how you call me and no matter my mood is, you try to calm things down. &&& most of all, i love how you love me.

I want to be the hard for you to forget. I want to have that kind of impact on you here you know you'll never find anyone who can take my place, and i want that because that's what you are to me. I want it to hurt like hell when you see me. I want you to feel what you put me through. There is no better lose than to lose myself in you.

But now, things just change suddenly where i'm stuck in between caring and not too caring at all. Everything's gone. My good motives has lead you into accusing. The sadden thing is i always try to give the best of my heart uncritically to you who hardly sees it and understand it. I hadn't asked this to happen. And suddenly, I'm hating myself for everything i ever felt for you. This relationship maybe for a short time but it feels like we filled out the empty years of knowing each other. My bad, i'm a weirdo and you still can't handle this.

I'm sorry for making you feel neglected where i didn't mean to. I'm sorry for ~~A L W A Y S~~ not being there when you needed me eventhough i've tried. Only if you know, i never stopped loving you, never ! I just stopped showing it. Why ? asked yourself. One reason to it is, you love to satisfy those "relationships wreckers" happy. I doubt you even realize it. Always asked yourself why. Please don't asked me for the answers.

I'll forgive you, but I will never forget the way you made me feel when you walked away. When you begin to miss me, don’t forget that you were the one who let me go. I think i better ends it here for now. As i can't turn to anybody who really worth to listen and i can't help myself but to cry. I am so gonna tucked my U B A T prettyhandsome soon. I am breaking a promise with my bestF "cock-a-doodle-boy" again. I'm truly sorry dear friend. :'(

Bby, i'll wait for your text or calls alright. I miss looking at the stars together.

B U D A K G E M O K cinta you dearest MKBH. ♥