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To MKBH:-

Sometimes I feel like it’s not worth it because I hate having to miss you. I hate having to deal with everything I love about you everyday and not be able to be with you. I hate it all. Sometimes I hate loving you. If only you understood how much you have dug yourself into my heart. I’m scared if I take you out, I might bleed to death.

I DO have a fear of commitment. And i DO have a fear of abandonment. We all screw things up, I screw things up, even, almost especially with the people I love. I get needy, I get moody, I get distant, I want to be too close, I get confused, I don’t understand, all of it. But I keep pushing because I hope in this thing, the universe, that tells me that there’s no way I’m the only person out there who wants something this bad. that if I want it, someone else out there must too.So we keep looking for each other. Whether or not we “fit in”. My theory here is, i'm always the one to be blame right ? Be it. I'm always being such a klutz. You don't seems to understand. ILY !

I dropped my helmet.Not on purposed, due to certain reasons. And its broken, REALLY ! Im throwing it away. Byyyyyyyyyyyyye baby !