Hi, I'm Mimie !
I love laughing, especially to haters :)
I am fat in my own eyes .
I prefer it simple .
♥ White rose ♥
(his big issue picture,tagged)
My heart kept asking me to stay quiet and think carefully. i am just pretty too confused now. i dont know what else i should do.
I acted as if im happy when actually deep down, the fear is actually so overwhelming, it kept my heart pump faster and faster like i can die anytime, any minutes or any seconds.
I acted like as if there's nothing had happened when actually, i know and understand every single thing of those stupid shits he give in silence or even worse i've seen it.
For the countless of times he played my feelings with his games, and cheated on me. And not to forget one more important thing is his sweet talkings melts me. HONESTLY ! and THE TRUTH ! i hate it, but i love it and but seriously i dont know.
I told myself to stay strong EVERYTIME ! whyy ? Because i strongly believe that we can last long, eventhough sometimes he makes me go *take knife & kill me now* and sometimes he makes me go *that's it ! its impossible to continue !* . Honestly speaking, i am not ready to leave him or make him leave me. NOT READY !
lastly before i end this update,
Am i wrong to love someone like him whole-heartedly ?
Am i not patient enough to tolerate all his shits ?
Am i not mature enough for him ?
The space i've given him, issint that too spacious already ?
Labels: my heart.